The rain fell in
grey sheets that hid the forested slopes and hammered on their helmets. Mullins
and Richardson tramped up the steep incline, their feet sticky and heavy with
mud. Marching in this humidity was like being swathed in warm, wet blankets. They
were glad when they came to a small temple, a squat Buddha cross-legged on its
roof, defiant against the deluge. They ducked into the entrance. The door had
been boarded up – probably by their own squad-mates, knowing that the enemy made
lethal use of any hiding place they could get in the jungle – and contented
themselves with sitting in the deep doorway, sheltered from the rain.
Richardson
ripped a boot off, then a soggy sock, and squeezed it. Warm water splashed on
the rock. He leaned back against the wall and closed his eyes. His face was
pale and his uniform bright; he was young, on his first tour of duty.
Mullins removed
his helmet; his hair was flattened and wet. Without thinking, he began to set
his equipment on the rough-hewn floor, checking, counting. M16, twenty round
clips, rations, smoke grenade. A wicked-looking bowie knife glittered on the stone,
a first aid kit sat next to it, wet and dejected. This was his third tour of
duty.
Mullins offered
Richardson a cigarette and they both sat for a time and watched the rain. They
were on their way back to camp after an early evening at the nearby native
town; they were in no particular rush. Mullins’ eyes never left the grey peaks
of the horizon.
‘Why are you so
jittery?’ Richardson brushed a mosquito off his arm.
‘Why are you
irritated by me being alert? Haven’t you seen enough in-country yet to make you
jittery?’ He spoke slowly, with a slight Southern drawl.
Richardson
sighed. ‘I know I’m green, you don’t have to give me a hard time about it. I
just think you should relax. We’ve got this area covered, Charlie isn’t within
an ass’ roar of us.’
‘It isn’t just
Charlie I’m worried about.’ Mullins dropped his eyes.
‘Oh?’
They sat in
silence for a moment. The wind carried a low hoot to them from somewhere across
the jungle.
‘Have you ever
heard of Vu Quang?’ said Mullins, his voice low.
Richardson found
that something hard had formed in his throat; he swallowed. ‘No.’
The older man
took a long drag of his cigarette. ‘It’s a remote region, far north of here.
All jungle and mountain and disease; no sane man has been there since the anti-French
revolutionaries packed up and left a hundred years ago. Not until ’69.’
‘What happened?’
Richardson breathed.
‘I’ll tell you.’
***
It was a hellish
yomp, across some of the most awful territory I’ve ever clapped eyes on. There
were ten of us, under the command of Colonel Hagar, marching into this hole,
and all on account of some rumours HQ got a hold of that Penam Yong had holed
himself up on a mountain in the area.
Yong, you’ll
remember, damn-near routed us during the Tet offensive the year before. He was
a mighty clever enemy, and had a network of spies in the north of the country
so tight that not a mosquito got through his lines without old Yong knowing
about it. He was public enemy number one around HQ in those days, and about the
time I flew in on my first tour, our boys had destroyed one of his hidey-holes
up in Ha Tinh province. The sonofabitch sure was crafty: we uncovered crates of
AK47’s, frag grenades - all the usual Charlie crap - but beneath the floor, in
a warren of caves, he had hidden seven Soviet scud missiles. The bastard was
planning something big. There had been a firefight in the village where the
cache was found, but Yong and his men fled west, towards the Vu Quang. Several
weeks later, U2 photographs began circulating, showing the construction of some
sort of Viet Cong base in the mountain of the Vu Quang. I guess the top brass
puffed their cigars and rubbed their hands when they saw that, and thought, dollars to donuts that’s old Yong, let’s send a
bunch of greenhorns in, and get rid of the bastard for good.
I didn’t give a
fig about all that, though. I was new, and all I cared about was cards and the
girls down at the native village. A week later I cared though, when I was marching
with Hagar into one of the world’s terrible places, along with nine other souls.
Now I know you
think you’ve seen jungle – it’s green and hot and smells like wet earth. Your
clothes stick to you and mosquitos swarm on you like flies to whiskey. Well I’m
telling you that the jungles they have here are barely worthy of the name. Less
than two hundred years old, most of them are: secondary vegetation, regrown
after people stopped farming, tangled and gnarled to be sure, but pockmarked
and bullet-holed and already trampled by a thousand soldiers by the time we
clap eyes on them.
But the Vu
Quang, well, it was like entering another world. A pristine, prehistoric world.
There are some places where man just doesn’t
belong, and this was one of them. Hundreds of square miles of forest rose
before us clinging to jagged peaks, none of it mapped, and every last square
foot of it lousy with malaria and snakes and bugs the size of your fist.
The terrain was
steep, and Hagar grew impatient at our slow pace. He was used to making progress
faster than this, he barked at us, but he wasn’t used to the Vu Quang: this
place had never been farmed, never been inhabited. There were no roads except
dirt tracks that clung to the sides of mountains, and soldiers made slow
progress on these.
On the fourth
day we passed through an area that had been hit by Agent Orange. I knew about
the chemical of course, I had seen the gaudy barrels being shipped to HQ from
up-river, and I’d noted the acrid smell that clung to everything when the Hueys
left base to spray it on Charlie. But this was the first time I had seen the
effects of the poison. The living forest ceased abruptly, as though someone had
drawn a line through the jungle. On our side, the greenery still hid the light
from us, insects and birds still filled our ears with their racket. On the
other side, stark, grey ghosts replaced the trees, not a bird sang. We walked
through a land of the dead; spindly, leafless trunks grasped at the sky like
writhing creatures frozen at the moment of death; a terrible silence burned in
our ears, making the crunch of our footsteps seem as loud as hell. We were
intruders – worse, we were perpetrators.
We must have spent at least a couple of hours crossing the affected area, but I
swear that it was trapped in a twilit haze the entire time we were there. It
must have been a trick of the light coming through the bare trees, but I knew
that I wanted to get out of there.
We said nothing
during this hellish walk, until something snapped in Hagar’s mind. Perhaps he
could sense what we were all thinking.
‘We had to use
it,’ he said, sounding more defensive than he probably would have liked. ‘The
chemical, I mean.’ Our gaunt faces, white as the dead trees, gave no reply.
‘Look, it was
absolutely necessary. Charlie uses the forest for cover. He understands this country, he can use it
to his advantage. He can hide anywhere, appear from nowhere, because he belongs here. And we’ll never beat him
unless we destroy that advantage, because we don’t fit in, we’re not
from here, we’re…’
What was he
going to say? Intruders? Invaders? The unspoken word hung there in the little
circle we had made. I could hear my own breathing, shallow and strained in the
sticky heat. Hagar’s face crumpled and he swung about on his heel. The march
continued.
Some time after
the trees became green again, and the air filled with the sounds of every
damned living thing there was in this jungle, we came across something strange.
I remember that I was at the back of the group, telling jokes about home with
Matheson, when Kravitz, who was on point, yelled something from the front.
‘Hagar! Come see
this!
Hagar pushed his
way through the men to get to the front. Even from where we were I could hear
him gasp.
‘‘What the shit –’
I jostled to
see. We had come to a glade, a clearing that was dominated by three tree
trunks. They were wide enough that I’d have had a hard time wrapping my arms around
them, and they were knotted and rotten. Parasitic plants strangled them like
snakes, and each had at least a couple of holes that gaped like toothless
mouths. The holes were big, too.
Hagar swaggered
up to the nearest tree. He stood above one of the holes, pulled his cigar from
his mouth and dropped his eye. Like I said, the holes were big; this one looked
as if you could have dropped a small child into it. I swear that the sounds of
the jungle, the constant chittering and squawking that drives you crazy, made
way for a new sound just as he stood there, a kind of low buzzing. I got the
willies pretty bad.
‘Sir –’
’Zip it,
Mullins,’ he said. Real tough guy, you know the type. So he stuck his hand
right into the hole.
I could see the
eyes bug on every one of our boys as they watched. Crazy sonofabitch. The
buzzing stepped up a notch, as if some giant grasshopper had just ramped his
engine into top gear.
I held my
breath.
Hagar pulled his
hand out of the hole, clutching some kind of fruit. It was crimson, squashy. He
stood there and grinned like an idiot, and plugged his big cigar into his
mouth.
Something
whistled past my head and struck him in the eye.
Instantly the
men spun and opened fire. The glade filled with the rattle of the automatic
weapons. Hagar bent and clutched his bleeding eye. The guys squeezed off burst
after burst until Hagar yelled for them to stop.
We scanned the
bamboo walls of the glade: there was no one there. Shredded palm leaves fell to
the grassy floor, but otherwise there was no movement among the vegetation. The
men began to yell.
’What the hell
was that?’
‘Ain’t no sign
of Charlie.’
‘Doesn’t have to
be Charlie, does it? Charlie doesn’t throw stones.’
They were right:
Charlie doesn’t throw stones. He knows better; if he’s close enough to you to
do damage, he’s gonna throw something a lot worse. Something else was out
there.
Matheson saw it
move; he yelled and pointed – something short and reddish was moving through
the shrubs with a shambling gait, but fast.
We ran before Hagar even had a chance to order us. Somehow we all knew not to
shoot.
The heat was
much worse back in the jungle. My boots chafed and my uniform was drenched in
sweat, but I kept up the chase. Somewhere up ahead Kravitz yelled and when I
came upon the guys, they were clustered in a small circle. A minute later,
Hagar came up behind me, panting, with a face like beetroot, his right eye a
bloody mess. We peered down into the long grass to see what Matheson had
caught.
It was like a
man, but not. Though it was humanoid, there was no question of it being any of
the regular monkeys that we’d grown used to around the base. It had no tail,
for starters, which made it an ape, if anything. Now we were none of us
zoologists, but I’ve looked this up since, and there are no known apes in this part of the world. I didn’t know
this at the time, of course, but there were a few things about this animal that
let us know that it was something out-of-the-ordinary.
It was big, for
starters; somewhat larger than a child, though smaller than a man. It was
covered in reddish hairs, and it stunk to high heaven. Its jaws didn’t stick
out enough to be an orang-utan or any such thing, but that wasn’t the strangest
thing about it.
Stuck in the
middle of its forehead, the creature’s one eye glared balefully at us.
‘Shit,’ said
Kravitz, which was the understatement of the century.
Matheson and
Good were holding it down by its arms, and it had ceased to wriggle, as if
accepting the situation. That freaky eye was rolling slowly from one of us to the
next.
‘I don’t like
this,’ I said to Hagar.
‘What’s to
like?’ he spat. ‘Ugly little guy.’
‘In particular,
I don’t like the way he’s looking at us. What’s the little bastard thinking?’
‘Thinking? An
animal’s got no right to think,
Mullins, you Irish simpleton.’
‘Look at his
cranium, sir,’ said Kravitz to Hagar, who probably didn’t hear words like cranium too often. ‘It’s big. This is a
smart animal.’
Hagar, still
cradling his ruined eye, said, ‘He wasn’t smart enough not to get caught, was
he?’ A shred of torn optic nerve slipped between his fingers and fell on the
animal’s belly with a wet plop. To be
honest, I don’t blame the guy for being pissed.
‘Apart from the
eye, the face looks almost human,’ said Kravitz. ‘And humans are social
animals. What if there’s more of them?’
‘How is it going
to contact them?’ Good said thoughtfully. ‘It hasn’t made a sound since we
caught it. Unless these animals are real good at finding each other through
scent.’ It certainly didn’t seem like a remote possibility, given the stink
coming from the beast.
Hagar bent down
until he was almost face-to-face with the animal. Its eye fixed on him and its
mouth stopped twitching. It began to gesture with one hand, but Good still
gripped its wrist.
‘Loosen your
hold, Good,’ said Hagar, and Good allowed the animal to slowly move its hand
towards Hagar. It gently brushed his face with a grey, wrinkly finger.
Hagar stood up.
He seemed to be waiting for something, but nothing happened. Without a word, he
pulled out his pistol and pointed it at the animal. It looked at him dimly.
‘Hagar, what are
you doing?’ I couldn’t stop myself.
The crack of the
gun bounced off the trees and boomed in our ears. The ape slumped.
Hagar turned to
look at me. There was a thick bloodstain on his shirt. In my heat-addled haze I
though it looked like the outline of Vietnam. He growled something under his
breath, wheeled around like he was gonna order us out of here and up the
nearest mountain so we could do what we had come to do, and shove an M16 up
Penam Yong’s ass.
Before he could,
the jungle around us came alive with movement. Every tree rustled and shook.
Bodies dropped from above, landed with a thump. THUMP, there was one next to
Hagar. THUMP, there was one beside Matheson. THUMP, there was one right in front
of me. A face much uglier than the one Hagar had wasted opened and bared teeth
as crooked as old gravestones.
And then I saw the stone that was hovering
in front of it. Just hanging there, in midair, turning slowly. Absurd.
Impossible. The ape’s eyes were cloudy, far-off.
A primal fear
was instantly birthed in the depths of my midriff, and shot upwards through my
body, filling my veins with ice until I could barely move.
The ape screamed
at me, unleashing a wave of fetid breath. I yelled back, and snapped out of my
funk. The stone flew past my shoulder, missing my head by centimetres. My
weapon was hanging from my belt; I gripped it and squeezed off a burst. The ape
flew backwards with a splash of crimson. Shiny palm leaves dripped red where it
had fallen.
What had I just seen? But there wasn’t
any time to think.
I looked about
me in desperation. The thick air filled with gunfire; we were beating them off,
but in the distance I could see more of the little bodies bounding towards us.
A hail of stones battered us; Good dropped to the ground, his knee a bloody
mess.
‘‘This way!’ It
was Hagar, his face lit up with unashamed glee as he pumped round after round
into the animals. He gestured out of the thicket, away from the glade. We ran.
My legs pumped
like crazy, my weapon heavy in my arms and the occasional rock grazing my leg.
When we came out of the jungle, my lungs were burning so badly that I had to
stop and catch my breath. We squinted in the harsh sunlight. There was no sign
of the creatures, but none of us wanted to hang around.
Hagar appeared,
his face (and his shredded eye) telling us that he knew the mission was no
longer routine.
‘Up there,’ he
said. We craned our necks, seeing a gentle slope above us that led to a beat-up
old fort. Bamboo walls glared at us from above. Behind them, long wooden huts
were silhouetted against the reddening sky.
‘That’s a Viet
Cong fort,’ said Good, limping out of the bush. ‘Where exactly are we?’
‘Hagar spread a
map out on a boulder. His finger hovered over the great green area of the Vu
Quang, blank except for some roughly pencilled-in notes. He may have been an
asshole, but he knew his soldiering.
‘This is where
we are, Good. I’m gonna be straight up with you guys: there’s every reason to
believe that that fort is the current residence of Penam Yong.’
‘That’s what we
were sent here to take care of,’ said Matheson.
‘Yeah, but now
the situation’s changed,’ said Hagar. I tried not to look at his bloody socket.
‘We’re now looking for a place to fortify ourselves from an unknown enemy, not
looking to storm an encampment. As soon as we make our way up that hill, Yong’s
men might just rain hell down upon us. So if anyone thinks it’s not a good idea
to seek shelter there, I might be a little more willing to listen to them than
usual.’
You can be sure
that I had no wish to march right up to Charlie’s place and knock on the door,
but right then a terrible scream rang out of the jungle behind us, and I joined
in the chorus of soldiers nodding their acquiescence. The colonel seemed
surprised and heartened by our willingness to stick to the original mission,
but I guess most of us felt that we didn’t have any choice.
Nobody attacked.
It was creepy as hell marching up that hill in silence, waiting for the yell
and the patter of machine-gun fire that we felt sure was coming. It never did.
Before we reached the top the sun had sunk to the hills below, burning the sky
blood-red. The slope took us into the foothills of a mountain; below us the
forest stretched out like a green carpet.
The bamboo walls
were fifteen feet high and covered with palm leaves, but bare in patches. It
was as if Charlie had begun to camouflage the place, but hadn’t had time to
finish. I dropped my gun and plopped down beside the walls for a well-deserved
rest before Hagar ordered us to find a way in. I had just pulled out a
cigarette when Matheson yelled.
‘Sweet Jesus!
Charlie sickens me! Look at this.’
He was pointing
to a spot above my head; a human head was perched atop the razor-sharp spikes
of the wall. Dead eyes looked out across the jungle to the surrounding
mountains. The blood that dripped had not yet turned crusty.
‘It’s a recent
kill.’ Hagar ambled into sight, offered me a light. His eye had started to scab
over. ‘But based on how easy it was for us to get this close, I figured the
camp was deserted.’
‘What’s going on
here?’ Kravitz’ voice trembled.
‘We’re finding
out,’ said Hagar. On his orders, we produced our knives and got to work on the
thick jungle creepers that held the bamboo poles together. Within ten minutes a
section of the wall fell to the orange soil. A dead arm tumbled with it.
After a moment
of silence, Hagar peered into the camp, grabbed the arm. There was no body
attached to it; it ended in a bloody stump. Also fresh.
We had our
entrance, but nobody wanted to go in.
The camp was
deserted. We crept around the long, low buildings, our guns cocked and our eyes
darting, but nowhere was there anyone still alive. Bodies, on the other hand,
littered the compound, in various states of destruction. Some had had their
heads removed, their eyes poked out. Some had had their guts removed and strewn
about them. All had been pummelled.
And bloody
stones lay everywhere.
More than once I
retched. We were all shaking by the time we met up again.
Hagar’s single
eye gleamed in the darkness. ‘Anyone still alive?’ Nobody spoke a word, until a
phrase came into my head.
‘Rock apes.’
‘Huh?’
‘That’s what
happened here. Those creatures. Rock apes.’
‘You make that
up, Mullins?’
‘No sir. I heard GI’s talking about them,
round campfires on dark nights. Like little men, found only in the most remote
parts of the country. They’re smart, they use tools, and they don’t like
soldiers.’
‘Rock apes. Christ.’
‘Yeah. I never
did believe it, before. Thought it was just a story.’
A bone-white
moon rose above the slanted roofs. I could hardly believe it was the same moon
that shone above the streets of my hometown, halfway across the world. I
suddenly felt as if we were never going to get out of the Vu Quang. Not alive,
anyway. The fear tasted metallic in my mouth.
‘Hagar! We’ve found someone!’ The shout
snapped me out of my gloom; it was Aherne and Zitofsky, two quiet soldiers who
I didn’t know well. Aherne was visibly pained by having to raise his voice.
They carried a man between them: Vietnamese, dressed in filthy rags. ‘He was
hiding in a tunnel, sir. Underneath one of the huts.’
Hagar had him
hauled before us. ‘Who are you, soldier?’ Unlike other commanders you’ll meet,
Hagar respected the Viet Cong.
The man didn’t
struggle, held Hagar’s gaze, and spoke with quiet dignity. To my surprise, he
spoke in English.
‘My name in Anh Dung,’ he said.
‘You are an educated man.’
‘I am a doctor.’ His words were soft but his
eyes were defiant.
‘I see,’ said Hagar. ‘Come with us,’ and he
gestured towards a nearby barracks. ‘Mullins, I want you in on this.’
Mystified, I followed them inside.
We sat down on
rough, rattan-plant furniture. The air was thick and our brows were dotted with
beads of perspiration. Hagar pulled a hip flask from his belt and began to fill
three small earthen vessels.
‘Why were you here, Anh Dung?’ he said.
‘The rock apes. I believe that is what you
call them.’
Hagar’s eye
rolled in my direction. ‘My admiration for your spy network grows, Anh Dung. It
seems that you are savvy even to our latest barrack-room legends.’
‘They are not legends, as I am sure you have
gathered. Stories of these creatures have circulated in remote regions of the
country for centuries, but since this war began, reports have been coming in more
and more frequently. We now have intelligence agents operating in every valley,
every mountain. It was inevitable that we would come into contact with them
occasionally. And the reports have been consistent – even their more, ah, fantastical aspects.
‘Ho Chi Minh himself is obsessed with the
mythical creatures, especially since they are alleged to have certain powers.
I’m a scientist, a biologist. Hanoi sent me, as the head of an expedition, to
find out the truth, and if possible, capture one of the creatures alive. I am
now the sole survivor.’
‘What happened?’ Hagar leaned closer,
practically frothing at the mouth over this glimpse of the world behind the
bamboo curtain.
Anh’s face
tightened. ‘The stories were true – but they didn’t go far enough. The
creatures can communicate without sound, even over vast distances. I suspect
that they may have some mental faculties of which we can only dream. They
co-ordinate, attack in formation. They can move things without touching them. We
came into their territory, not understanding, causing destruction.’ He hung his
head. ‘It is no surprise that they acted as they did.’
I thought of the
head on top of the bamboo wall, of the shards of men that clogged the compound’s
buildings, and felt sick.
‘What about Penam Yong?’ Hagar’s eyes
narrowed.
‘Yong… he had nothing to do with us. We came
upon this base by accident after our initial encounter with the creatures. They
attacked, killed all his men. They learned how to use knives… not with their
hands, but with their minds. There was a score of them outside Yong’s hut; he
killed himself rather than succumbing to them.’
Hagar looked at
me as though expecting me to join him in disbelief, but the image of the stone
hanging in midair would not leave me, and I nodded solemnly.
‘Are these the powers that Hanoi wants to
harness?’ he said, after a lengthy silence.
‘There is another ability that concerns my
government. Your eye, if I may ask – when was it damaged?’
‘Only a matter of hours ago.’
‘And yet it has not only scabbed over, but has
also begun to heal.’
The Vietnamese
rummaged around in the room and gave Hagar a shard of mirror. The American
gasped.
‘Good lord… at this rate the goddam thing’ll
be good as new within the week!’
The darkness had
hidden it, but now that I looked, I saw that beneath the scab, soft new flesh
was just about visible. I swear I could see white cornea where before there had
been a bloody void.
‘You have been touched by one of them.’ Anh
stated it flatly, as a fact.
Hagar’s eye met
mine; we thought back to the incident in the forest, and nodded our agreement.
A burst of
machine gun fire tore open the night and strobe-like light filled the room with
jerky shadows.
‘It is them,’ Anh said.
I grabbed my gun
and ran to the door. My eyes widened: the creatures were everywhere. The moon
lit up little bodies that scurried amongst the soldiers. I saw one man stagger
as a grisly ape clung to his head, pressing its thumbs into his eye sockets.
His scream died in my ears only to be replaced by the hammering of my gun. The
loathsome beast’s body popped like an overripe fruit, splattering entrails all
over the dry earth.
For several
minutes the camp was a riot of shouting, screaming and gunfire. Hagar seemed to
be everywhere, yelling orders that became more and more frantic and disjointed.
And then the sounds diminished; men were left shaking and sobbing in the
darkness as blessed silence finally descended. Torn brown bodies lay
everywhere.
And I wish to
god that the night had had no more horrors for us. But in that ghostly silence,
with my heart pumping so goddam hard that I felt as though it were trying to
escape from my chest, things just beyond our line of sight were stirring.
Silhouettes
appeared above the walls of the camp: more apes. They moved slowly, standing
almost upright. When they got near enough, we saw that their fur was a kind of
blueish colour, quite different from the animals we had fought before, and
their faces were uglier than you could possibly imagine. There was something wrong about the way they moved towards
us too; it was too measured, too deliberate.
An animal’s got no right to think,
Hagar had said, but these bastards looked like they knew exactly what they were
doing.
From the
shadows, Anh appeared and grabbed my arm. ‘We must leave now. If you have any
respect for my judgment, you will do as I ask.’
‘Hagar?’
The old soldier
took one look at those creepy bastards padding towards us in that unreal
silence, and said, ‘Everyone follow me, quiet as you can.’
I followed Hagar
and Anh past the long wooden huts towards the rear of the camp. The others were
starting to follow us when things got weird; I recall Good and Matheson
stopping to pick up their packs, and then being transfixed by something the
apes were doing.
Aherne was the
only one who survived out of those who stayed. I didn’t meet him again until
many months later, at a bar in Hue, and he told me stories that damn-near
turned my hair white. He said that the apes had all lined up across the
courtyard from the soldiers; everyone was just too spooked to even fire a shot,
or maybe it was something else, he didn’t know for sure. Then the stones
started to rise, levitate in the air: the apes were picking them up with their
minds, he said. They flung them at the men with incredible speed, just like I’d
seen in the clearing, but this time it was more like a military operation. They
flung volley after volley, pummelling the men until they dropped to their
knees, using everything they could find against them. And when they were done
with the stones, they started with knives.
I didn’t know
this at the time of course; all I knew was that we were getting the hell out of
that camp. The three of us stumbled down the slopes of the mountain until the
jungle grew thick and suffocating around us. A feeling of despair washed over
me; every fall and mosquito bite seemed to me to be an unendurable trial. It
was Anh who got us through that hellish nightwalk. The man somehow remained
together just as Hagar and I were starting to go to pieces. I saw the eyes of
the apes everywhere. Now that reality itself had become so dream-like, I could
no longer tell the two apart. I would have accepted any development at that
point, which was lucky, considering what was ahead of us.
A heavy mist
dropped upon us, shrouding the trees until they loomed like ghostly sentinels
around us. The Vu Quang is famous for its mists; they can be so heavy that they
obscure the nose in front of your face, and stay for weeks on end without
shifting. In the midst of this obscuring fog, I was surprised to feel my foot
plunge into warm water. We had come to a river. The way across was not far. On
the other bank something enormous crouched in wait for us. As we splashed
across the shallow stream, the mists parted and I saw that it was an ancient temple.
Now I lost my
nerve altogether. My sense of unreality heightened; Anh had to hold me up as my
vision swam before me. The temple was like something out of a fever dream: its
winged roofs, in the Chinese style, jutted from every angle and multiple floors,
Pagoda-like, leaned from impossible angles. The whole thing was perched on an
ancient warren of mangrove roots, where the red clay of the bank had been
slowly eroding over countless years. The roots curled like fingers around the
base of the building. Creepers and lianas pierced the bricks where the jungle
had begun reclaiming its own.
‘Sweet Jesus,’ breathed Hagar.
‘I don’t like this one bit,’ I said, ‘let’s
turn back.’
At this, Anh
gestured silently, pointing behind us. I looked back, and my fear intensified.
The apes had formed a cordon behind us.
I had not even
noticed they were there, but now I saw eyes gleaming in the gloom, bodies
shuffling silently on the bank behind us. There was nowhere to go but forward.
‘They’re herding us,’ said Hagar under his
breath, but he trudged on towards the temple all the same.
Roots hugged the
stonework above our heads as we entered the building. I had expected darkness,
but a weird blue haze coloured the mud walls inside. The path sloped downwards.
What happened
next remains fragmentary in my memory. I recall Hagar screaming as his
composure finally broke down; it happened in some kind of vast chamber beneath
the temple. Anh remained stone-faced as we were surrounded by the bastard apes,
each one of them a single eye gleaming in the unreal light. Parts of it come
back to me in dreams sometimes, but it’s confused now, confused with the other
horrors that I’ve seen since. I’ll dream of Sullivan being blown limb from limb
at Hanoi, and then I’ll dream of those monsters with their wrinkled fingers
pawing us and grabbing us as if they wanted to get inside our skulls, and if
I’m to be honest, I no longer know which was the worse.
They did get inside our skulls, I think.
There was a damn strange prickling feeling that built up in my head just behind
the eyes, as though some incredible pressure was forcing its way in. I know the
others felt it too. And there was that old bastard, the big ape, the one that
had a great mane of silver running all down his back. Something about the way
he was looking at us made me damn sure that it was him who was getting inside
our thoughts and rooting around. He sat on a throne carved out of the rock
itself; God knows how old the place was, or how long the apes had ruled there.
When he released
us, it was like waking out of a dream. I felt cast away, as though in me the
monster had not found what he was looking for. I was only a grunt, of course. I
guess this identity had so ingrained itself in me that even a beast like him
could sense it. But Hagar and Anh, they carried their sense of importance in
their skulls. When Hagar was released, he lay sweating in that cave, his face
as pale as a white-washed fence.
Visions flashed
before him. He croaked a single word. ‘Washington…’
I thought of the
apes’ ability with knives and other weapons. They were smart. They could plan.
What else did they know? Did they know of motor vehicles? Tanks? Helicopters?
Anh babbled in
Vietnamese before turning to me, his eyes bulging with the seeds of some future
terror. ‘Hanoi!’
***
The rain had
stopped. Mullins had killed three cigars during his story; they lay crushed and
defeated at his feet. His watery eyes looked out across a valley freshly
painted with greens and browns.
Mullins
stretched, grabbed his rifle. He too gazed into the countryside. Terraced
paddyfields snaking their way around the hills just beyond the jungle scrub
were now visible. Smoke began to meander into the purple sky, probably from
some charcoal-burner’s hut. This land was strange indeed, but it was not wild.
It was not the Vu Quang.
The younger man
supposed that he would hear a lot of strange stories in Vietnam, and reminded
himself not to take all of them too seriously. The old hands liked to impress
the greenhorns, he told himself. Not that Mullins’ story had made him think
more of the old soldier. If I had lived
through that, would I be quick to tell anyone about it? To his irritation,
he found that he was shaking slightly at the thought of heading back into the
bush.
‘Come on,’ said Mullins, ‘let’s get back to
camp before it gets dark.’
THE
END
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